This drama is one tough cookie to watch. My heart still hurts when thinking about some of the scenes . Especially if you don't like your husband to have a mistress. But....... this drama shows you the other side of the coin, where the ML is more in love with the FL than the FL is with the ML. He tries everything to get her to show one drop of feeling towards him except hate. Everything he chooses and does is because the female lead is very very cold towards him. But also, to not give in and be the winner of their game. The acting of both leads is just superb , unbelievable good. I had to rewatch this drama to see at what moment their feelings changed. The ML also shows what happens when you have to take responsibility, to not break promises even when you want to. He can't show his real feelings but the doctor friend of the second FL notices it. I wonder if he would make the same choices if the FL showed more feelings towards him. But I understand this plot/story and understand why the FL reacts this way. The writers gave the ML a way out to live life as he wanted, wished and dreamed of. This story is really dark and heavy but really worth the watch, especially the last episodes where you get to know what goes on in the head of the ML.