That sums up.

I wouldn't rewatch the first 9 episodes even if someone paid me, but I still subject myself to the pain by watching some amazing FMVs... And then I go back to the last episode and the cycle of trauma continues.

It resonated with me so closely that I really regret watching and suffering through it. Is it a masterpiece? Maybe, probably so. But at what cost?

And for me, Seo Joon is such an unbelievable strong character because he is so hopeful, and amazingly full of life. Any other person would let the pain fester when they got back together and lash out at some moment. Only Seo Joon is capable of letting go, forgiving, almost forgetting, and trying to be happy. But for us, viewers, the pain is real and raw.

A fucking emotional damage.