Some of the most randomest thoughts which pop up in your head at 3am.

Say whatever you what honestly.

it can be some embarrassing shit you did the other day.

Did I turn the outside tap off? Turn over and wake up to a flooded barn.

Looking back at a conversation like ~15 years ago and replaying it as if I had said something different.

Blacklist was a rollercoaster of plot holes but First and Drake's chaotic boy energy friendship was good fun. We need more of this. Don't care what kind of show it is as long as they're goofing off.

Brain at midnight: Vampires. Drake is a vampire.

Days later: Khaotung can be in it too. But two rules: You can't undead Khaotung. You can't make Khaotung cry. This is very important.

Which is why, when I can't sleep at night, my brain plots out a Thai vampire comedy. We're into season 2. Last night I found out that the vampires are vegan. Lab-cultured blood substitute. Neo is more or less reprising a vampiric version of DUEAN and Louis is a mischievous, naughty imp (literally) who cutes his way out of all the trouble he makes like he was Zhao Lusi. Or Louis.

Will Manchester united get relegated this season? 

Will Boston Celtics trade for Jrue.. 

It's  very scary really thinking about the future.. Don't know how everything will work out.. Or if they work out... 

It's agonizing to spend the rest of my life alone

Like most others I am worried about my future, career and life altogether...