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ok here we go
when lotus pier left the chat
when wei ying gave cheng cheng his golden core
when wei ying and lan zhan had that interaction in the rain
pu sa’s death
when qing-jie and ningy were leaving for koi tower
when shi jie died
when wei ying died
sometime during the yi city arc
a’cheng finding out that wei ying had given him his golden core
i think that’s it

when keying “died”/yuzhi was reacting to keying’s “death”
when yuelou’s mama was cooking for him and when she died (for a good half hour i sobbed)
probably when yuelou beat up yuzhi :(
the whole chu min, chu ran, zhao moqing death scene. mostly because of how chu min died and because ran ran died like that was fricking rude
yuzhi's death/that whole end compilation like f u censorship

okay but the amount of times gong jun’s acting almost moved me to tears like what
weining’s death
ah-xiang’s death

i think at one point i was just so frustrated for weiyoung and everything she’d been through that i just burst into tears
also like baizhi’s death was rude

probably some scene with chen che and his mama or ya juan and her mama

when xiaolai died def

one other time i can’t remember

i think sometime before the time skip like maybe when that child killed himself